Another week down and that means it’s time to give you an update on how things are going. I’ve been journaling each day for the past three weeks, but if I want to continue this long term I really need to get a better schedule down for myself.
I’ve been struggling, especially the past few days to wake up on time to get to work as early as I’d like, or on time at all. Adding to the fire that is my terrible sleep habits of late, has been going to bed late. Because of these two things, I haven’t been able to really get the full benefit from journaling. I’ve just been writing as a chore. I haven’t been treating it as a way to focus in the morning or to wind down at night. All in all, it’s the self-awareness I’m writing here that I hope to strive to be better about my habits in the next week.
I’ve been pretty bad with my other habits as well, I’ve only committed to my daily reading goal once in the past five days. I plan on trying to better schedule my evenings to have time for things like playing games, watching videos or movies, and spending time with other people, but I still want to give myself the time to effectively accomplish standards I set for myself.
A large problem I’ve had in the past has been commitment. Many of my close friends have known me to gain interest in something, to just as quickly lose that interest. A big part of me starting this blog was because of that problem with commitment. To give something at least a few weeks to settle in, then decide to drop it or not. To make my decision to stop something feel more like an actual decision and not simply distraction by the next big thing.
I know this post has been a bit different in that I’ve hardly discussed the current trial, but the commitment to doing more than a “chore” is something I need to remind myself of here. I have enjoyed journaling thus far, but the past few days I really haven’t given it enough thought to have much to say.For the next week, I will be trying out one last journal technique. Next, I will take parts of each and create a journal of my own.
For the next week, I will be trying out one last journal technique. Next, I will take parts of each I’ve done thus far and create a journal of my own. For both the morning and evening, I will set a timer for five minutes, and for that five minutes, I need to be focused on the journal, nothing else. I can write more if needed, but ten minutes a day seems reasonable, and of course, the amount time can be experimented with. In the morning, I plan on setting a daily goal or focus, something at least partially unique to the day ahead of me. From there I will spend the rest of my time writing whatever is on my mind. Maybe it’s something I’ve been stressed about for the past few days, something coming up later that day, or maybe the weird dream I just had and want to remember. At night, I want to write something that happened that day I am thankful for. Whether it is something I had done or wasn’t even involved in, just something that made the day better. Then, I want to write down one thing I could have done to make the day better than it was. For the remaining time, as with the morning, I would simply write whatever was on my mind and keep writing, either until the timer went off or I ran out of things to write.
That’s all I have for this week. I need to hop off the computer now and get to reading before it gets too late. Let me know in the comments below what I should think about doing next!